Good Girl Gone Bad

lemme introduce you to the world that i'm livin'.

all this pain. all this sufferin. all these feelings i'm feelin'.

all these melted emotions, all stuck deep down within.

i'm trying to release it for you with this paper and pen.

i'm not this person, this person that you want me to be.

i'm like this creature, this thing, living deep down inside me.

it's in the pit of my gut and it wants to come out.

it's gona push out my throat, and come outa my mouth.

and say all the things that i've wanted to say.

that i kept bottle up cuz i'm too polite with this face.

i dont know how i'll act. better watch out i'll lash out.

cuz this is not me, it's a mean me no doubt.

but this is what happens when a good girl's gone bad.

no one to hold her back from the fears she once had.

you can only keep your thoughts to yourself for so long.

until it slowly starts to eat at you and tear away, but you're strong.

all sorts of memories flash when i was young.

so now that i'm older i've learned to bite my tongue.

but maybe one day i'm not gonna be so nice.

maybe one day my words will be to you.

maybe none of this i'll never once say or do...

maybe this poem will be enough to help me get through.